I spent an hour weeding my front lawn tonight. Felt great! I think I may be sore tomorrow though. Bending in unusual poses and moves. It took my mind off things. I felt better afterwards. Decided to treat myself to a bowl of peaches + ice cream. Sat on the couch and just enjoyed my treat. Savored the peace and quiet. Mind you though, peace and quiet is pretty much the norm around here, which is what you can expect when you live by yourself. Thought of him as I sat there. How many times had we sat there, sharing ice cream or some other treat? Talking about our days, our plans, how we made each other happy. What changed? When did we stop making each other happy? Why is it that people give up so easily? I'm a little disappointed. I'm back to this place again. Sigh. Back to this lonely feeling. Back to all these questions. Back to memories of him and me.
Called my mom up tonight just to check in. Read this this morning, and just couldn't stop smiling and chuckling to myself. What an entertaining read.
Listening to: Kelly Clarkson - The last song, If No One Will Listen, is my fave.
Reading: Jann Arden
Enjoying: this
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