My post today is inspired from this. Today is the day I said the words out loud to him in my mind. Today is the day when I told myself that I will be okay without him and believed it. Today is when I understood that it just wasn’t meant to be. He needed words and I didn’t have them; I needed time and he didn’t have time. We just didn’t love each other the way we needed to be loved.
Somewhere in the middle of all these thoughts in my head, this song played in my iTunes. What a perfect song. It still amazes me that some songs come into your life at just the time you need to hear them. I've heard this song before and liked it but never really understood it. Today I googled the lyrics and like I said, the perfect song at this point in my life. I might crash and burn it's true. I've felt better before and spiraled downwards afterwards. But I feel good about this. And if I do crash and burn, at least I know that I've come up and fought my way back before. I'm plugging along and counting the days.
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